Seraphina

[Seraphina]

A bit late to this party….

I will be 50 later this year. Since telling my wife (partner of over 20 years) about my lifelong desire to dress like a girl I’ve been suffering from increased uncontrollable dysphoria. It seems like I’ve gone from occasional CD with a bit of a lingerie fetish, to almost certain trans girl, going to the shops fully dressed, in the space of 2 months.

I read that this is common; that when you admit/come out to yourself it frees up your mind, gives you space to think (almost for the first time).

Now I can’t help but think about it all the time, I can’t imagine buying boy clothes ever again, I’ve been researching hair removal for m body and face, and I’m talking to a gender therapist about the next steps.
It’s certainly a rollercoaster ride.

Hope you’re all staying safe xx

[Seraphina]

Thanks Angela, that makes a lot of sense to me. I’m booked to see a psychotherapist in a couple of weeks so will ask about specialist help.

[Seraphina]

New member here, trying to understand what I am. Secret CD since early teens, now feeling like this side of my personality needs some air.

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