joannesometimes

[joannesometimes]

I have always felt like I should have been born a girl, every night I would pray to God to let me wake up as a girl, it never happened. All thru my youth I would dress up in my older sister’s things, I progressed to wearing makeup & doing my hair. Dressing up in the house was getting to be just not enough so I started sneaking outside at night after everyone went to bed, I loved walking around town dressed completely as a girl, I hated it when I had to go back home & change. Soon I began wondering what it would be like to be with a man as a girl, I finally got my chance while hitch hiking one day, the guy who picked me up told me he was bi sexual & I told him about my wanting to be a girl, we made plans to meet at the park down the street from my house on Friday night, I got all dressed up for him, I did my hair, makeup & I even polished my finger nails & toe nails. We started kissing in his car & the next thing I knew, I was giving him oral sex, I found that I really liked giving oral sex & loved the taste of his sperm. He talked me into trying anal sex with him & I found that I really liked that also, I remember thinking the whole time, I hope I don’t get pregnant. At 19 I got engaged to a girl & we married, I’ll never forget seeing all of the clothes, shoes & makeup she had for the first time, I knew I would be wearing everything she had soon. I used our first Halloween together to dress up in front of her, I made it look like it was all her idea but she kind of knew something was not right when she seen that I shaved my whole body & I made her pierce my ears & pluck my eyebrows then polish my finger nails & toe nails. After the party I left my makeup on & wore panties & a nightgown to bed. The next day, she came home early from work & caught me fully dressed, sitting at her vanity doing my makeup with my hair up in electric curlers. She asked me a lot of questions & I wound up telling her that I wanted her to get on female hormones so I could take them, just until I got small boobies then I would stop but that was a lie, I wanted large boobies, the bigger the better. I was now wearing a bra, panties & pantyhose every day, even under my work clothes, any time I was at home I was wearing makeup, nail polish, heels & a dress or a skirt, I wore nightgowns every night & I threw out all of my male underwear & socks, I even started wearing my wife’s jeans, tops & flats when we would go out shopping. I would get my wife to give me oral sex & when I would orgasm in her mouth, I would make her spit it into my mouth, she told me on several occasions that our friends were noticing that I was wearing mascara & pantyhose & that I had my ears pierced & my eyebrows were plucked. The straw that broke the camels back was when she caught me getting dropped off in front of our apartment by my boy friend who I snuck out to meet after she fell asleep, she was standing at the window watching me kissing him & rubbing his crotch, to top it off he had given me a hickey on my neck while he was screwing me & I didn’t know it. I walked up the steps to our apartment & sat down on the sofa, just as I sat down the light turned on & there stood my wife, she asked me how long have I been getting dressed up & sneaking out at night to see my boy friend, I told her I didn’t have a boy friend & that’s when she told me she was standing at the window watching me kiss him & rub his crotch then she asked me if my boy friend gave me the hickey on my neck while he was screwing me, I meekly looked at her & said yes. She said her & her mother would be by tomorrow after work to get her things, she said that I may as well be dressed as a girl because she said she told her mother all about my dressing as a girl & wanting to take female hormones & wanting to be with men, she said her mother noticed that her panties were stretched out when she did her wash for her. She told me now I can live full time as a girl & have my boy friend stay over with me because she was divorcing my sissy ass.

[joannesometimes]

I started off at a young age, I knew I was supposed to be born a girl so I started dressing in my sister’s dresses & skirts. Within two years I was polishing my fingers & toe nails, getting dressed up completely ie: panties, bras & pantyhose, wearing full makeup, doing my own hair & sneaking outside at night to walk around. Then I found out my sister was taking estrogen pills & I began stealing them & taking them, after about three months, my sister told our mother that her estrogen pills were not lasting her like they should, my mother & sister asked me if I was taking my sister’s pills, I told them that I was not & I stopped taking her pills. A few months later, while going thru my sister’s clothes looking for something to wear, I found my sister’s birth control pills, our mother didn’t know anything about my sister being on them so I took them all, my sister couldn’t tell our mom. I took my sister’s birth control pills every month for five months, after the third month my boobies started to grow, I loved it, if I wore just a tee shirt you could plainly see my nipples & two small bumps pushing out my shirt. One day while my mother & sister went shopping, I put on my sister’s panties, push up bra & suntan pantyhose along with her tight, skinny jeans, black, open toed pumps & her black, low cut, tight fitting top, I put my hair up in a bun, put on full makeup & perfume, got one of her purses & went down stairs & sat on the sofa while I gave my finger nails three coats of bright red nail polish that I found in my mother’s room. As I waited for my nails to dry, I looked at myself in the mirror, I loved what I saw but I wanted to look more feminine, I got my mom’s tweezers & plucked my eyebrows into pencil thin, highly arched lines, I didn’t care about how I was going to explain my feminine eyebrows, I just wanted to look as much like a girl as I could. I then got a sewing needle & double pierced both of my ears, I went to my sister’s jewelry box & got two pairs of large, silver, hoop earrings which I put into the holes in my ears. When I went back down stairs & looked in the big mirror, I actually saw a real girl looking back at me, I was amazed at what a difference thin, arched brows made to feminize your face & I just loved how my earrings swung from my ears every time I moved my head. With my sister’s push up bra, you could easily see my cleavage with the low cut top & looking down at my feet, I could see my dark red toe nails covered with pantyhose peeking thru the open toes of my heels. I was so happy with the way I looked that I just had to go outside so people could see me. I decided to change out of my skinny jeans & into a skirt before I go outside, I chose my sister’s grey, belted, mini skirt to wear & traded my jeans for the skirt, I got my purse then did one final check in the mirror then headed out of the back door & into our yard. I walked to the back of our yard then thru the neighbors yard &out to the street. I loved hearing my heels clicking on the sidewalk & the cool air blowing on my pantyhose covered legs but the best feeling was seeing all of the cars that were passing me, seeing me as the girl I so wanted to be. I walked all the way to the main street where I went over to the bus stop & sat down, crossing my legs like a lady. After a brief rest I got up & decided to walk by the super market to let all of the shoppers see the real me, I was kind of hoping that someone who knew me would see me & recognize me, I wanted everyone to know that I wanted to be a woman. I wanted to be caught so bad that I decided to walk home & go into the house thru the front door, this would give me a chance to be seen by all of our neighbors dressed as the woman I longed to be. As I turned onto the street I lived on, I saw two girls walking towards me, I knew both of them, they lived four doors down from us, I continued walking & I smiled at them as we passed each other, they didn’t recognize me & that made me feel like a real woman, I never wanted to go back to being a guy again, I just wanted to live as Joanne for the rest of my life. As I entered our house I looked in the mirror, I touched up my makeup then, while looking at myself I thought, how will I ever explain to my mother my pierced ears, plucked eyebrows, hairless body & polished fingers & toe nails, that was when I decided to just let her & my sister see me as the woman I want to be. To make sure I wouldn’t change my mind, I went to my mother’s room & got out all of her long lasting, water proof makeup & put it on myself, I then got all of the makeup remover & nail polish remover & poured them all into the toilet & flushed them, there was no changing my mind now. I went down stairs & sat on the sofa & gave my finger nails two more coats of bright red nail polish, when my nails were dry I then gave them three coats of wet shine top coat. I loved the way my nails shined when light hit them, I sat on the sofa with my legs crossed, my purse sitting next to me & my hands folded in my lap waiting for my mother & my sister to get home.

[joannesometimes]

Hello everyone, just sitting here at home fully dressed, enjoying the peace & quite while my wife is at work. Once she gets home, it will be back to hearing, ” is this all your sissy ass does is sit around the house dressed like a faggot ” I keep telling her that I want to be a woman & be with men but she always comes back with, ” you should go out & find yourself a man because you have never been a man the whole time I have known you, ever since that day I came by your apartment to surprise you & you came home fully dressed as a girl with a hickey on your neck that you tried to tell me was from a girl you knew, I knew right then & there that you were a sissy faggot, I only married you because I thought you would stop dressing as a girl but you never did. I should have known better after your ex wife told me about the time she caught you fully dressed at the mall holding a mans hand as you walked around. I have been asking my wife to start calling me Joanne & she said she would after she tells all of my family & friends about how I want to be a girl & be with men & she brings home some of her friends to see the sissy, queer she married, I told her that would be fine.

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