Fetish, Latex, Submission, Service

RachelX in red.

Since I came out to all of my friends and family, a lot of them have asked questions about my love for latex and how I got into the fetish scene — and now SMBD (or BDSM, tomato-tamato) Anyway, I dressed and went out for two years before entering the SMBD scene, to various events like, Angela’s Laptop Lounge and a few times to a support group in Allentown Pennsylvania, but that was too far away for me these days. I like to enjoy a few and still get home, LOL! So one night while doing a meet and greet, I was talking to a girl  — B — who I was having a great time with and she asked me if I wanted to hang with her at a party in New York City. She said, I dressed really hot and would fit right in with the crowd. She told me, she had a “mistress” who made latex clothes and she (B) was a “sissy,” and what all that meant. I said, “Wow that sounds pretty wild”, (I had to think about this) I had seen porn or very graphic ads with scenes of hot models in shiny rubber, thinking, “Where do I get one of those” I was aware that there was a culture of people that, well, played like “adults.” So I said “OK! where do I sign up?”

The event was the following week, and we agreed on a meeting place so we could go up together. I met B and we headed to New York in her car. Somewhere along the highway she pulled into a rest stop parking lot to change into her outfit and put on her makeup. I was already dressed in my hot pink zebra print dress with pink zebra pumps, and my bright red “Mary Jane” wig and a cincher belt. I thought, “Oh man this is going to take a while and we are in a public place.” I guess I was along for the adventure. She hopped into the back seat and in literally 5 minutes, she was out of her guy clothes and into her girl clothes, back in the front seat and putting on her nail polish, 1 dip-3 strokes of polish on each nail, done 5 minutes. 3 minutes drying with the dash blower, makeup and hair 5-6 minutes, a breath mint and we were back on the highway again, “Holy shit!” I thought this girl is wild! (I have finally mastered the “One dip – 3 stroke” method! LOL!)

We arrive at a boutique in Manhattan where I met, The Baroness, queen of the NY latex and fetish scene. She was throwing a party and was in a high state of “concentration.” I was introduced, she looked me up and down and said, “Do you want to be on stage tonight?” GULP! WHAT?! “aaaa sure. . .”

“OK, here sign this model release and put some of that stuff in the car outside,” as she pointed to the paper, the boxes and bags of show accessories, and the car outside. B and I loaded the car and we were off to the club.

I went out for an adventure for an evening and am still there 3 years later. I now work part time for The Baroness, as her part time assistant and girl Thursday. She gave me a place to be me.

I took a liking to the shiny wear the moment the party got on the way. I saw beautiful girls in some of the most outrageous outfits, all made out of latex. The Baroness was in an original very regal looking gown, all of latex. She definitely looked like a queen, which she does for every show or event. We covered a girl in liquid latex on stage and then she was ripped out of it to reveal a butterfly coming out of a cocoon.

I now own about a dozen different outfits, in many different colors, all made out of beautiful, LATEX. Every time I put one of my outfits on I feel special, like a super hero, or antihero, like Kate Beckinsale in Underworld — Hot! Once you put a latex dress on it changes the way you see yourself, well it did for me anyway. I guess I just took to it like a fish to a hook. After the garment is on for a few minutes your natural perspiration creates a sort of suction and the garment actually become a second skin. Because the garment is made with a permanent shape to it, your body conforms to that shape and you just look awesome! I love it!

Some people have an allergy to latex, I was lucky enough not to. Leather is the next best choice, or PVC fabrics, I have a few of those PVC’s also.

So for me the look of latex lends itself to wanting to be super good or real bad. (He, he, he.) At some of the parties there is some spanking and flogging going on, along with things I can’t tell of, at this time. “FETISH” is a wide term used for describing ones need for a thing or activity that can’t be ignored by the one who has the fetish. That’s my take on it anyway. I love to look awesome and be noticed and wearing latex gets you noticed, because you look awesome! The Baroness says, “Any reason to dress is a reason to over dress.”

I became increasingly interested in the “sub” side of the Dom/Sub SMBD relationship. “Why would you want to be beaten?” I thought. Then someone asked me, “ARE YOU AFRAID?” Was I? Hmm, that was kind of a dare. So I trusted a friend of mine to flog me. “Trust” is the key here. After my scene, (flogging session) I felt, “Gee, that wasn’t so bad.” I also had an endorphin rush brought on by resisting giving in to the stinging feeling, I was high — “sub space.”

I’ve built up my endurance to pain and the urge to run away. I have on occasion taken a few whacks from The Baroness’ 10’ bullwhip, a sensation that can only be experienced, not explained — other than, however you think it may feel, believe me you have no idea! I will say however though, I now have a permanent mark on my butt that is 2-years-old.

This has filtered down into my real world experiences, dealing with other people. I take no crap from anyone now. I live my new feminine life out loud and proud. I have become fearless in a society filled with fear. I also have enjoyed a small celebrity of sorts in the NY Fetish community because of my play activities and my fabulous latex outfits. In the community I am known as Ms. Rachel to my subs/slaves, or RachelX to my equals. Doors open, crowds part. There is a hierarchy in the community. Everyone has a specific title or rank and everyone else addresses you that way. I have sub/slave/admirers that rub my feet, get me drinks, open doors or act like my personal ottoman if a seat isn’t available. It is all about role play and reminiscent of the days of old, Camelot, kings, queens, sub/slaves, jesters, etc., but it is no game to those in the life, this is very real. Those that take it all lightly don’t last in the community. I spent 3 years as a sub to earn my title as a Dom/Switch Mistress, (I am now a Dom or Mistress who occasionally takes the sub/servant side to keep things interesting.) I receive honor and respect for just being me. And my lovely latex outfits get me noticed. They aren’t costumes, they are beautiful handmade garments that say, “I am someone of importance and status.” I will be in this community for the rest of my life.

Love, Life and Lashes,
RachelX

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