I have been wearing J Jill pants and unisex tops even tunics for a while that my wife bought for me . Recently, I have been wearing Talbot’s male design type jackets and shirts both with male collars over women’s pants at work. This week I wore my first shoes without socks and had my nails in French Nails with a glossy light pink clear top coat and a little foundation. I finally broke down against my better judgment and let my wife , Brenda take me together to her salon to have my hair styled ! I had my shaggy hair unkempt except in male ponytails or man buns put into a long shaped shoulder length parted in the middle dyed as a strawberry dark blonde pageboy. I was terrified and in love with my hair style . I felt it said “ME A FEMININE MAN LIKE MY WIFE JUST BEING A MODERN FEMALE IN APPEARANCE “ but I was happy being a male passing through my computer job , marriage, and social life as my wife’s girlfriend in appearance but husband in marriage. I freaked out when I kept looking in the mirror that I socially have to wear my eyebrows in an arch and makeup to look like a modern young professional woman. But especially socially, I know our friends think I am going to transition. How to let them know I prefer being my wife’s girlfriend in appearance but physically still her male friend.
