30 years ago I had to live as a woman before mmy therapist would approve my hormone therapy. And 10 months in I started hormones. And 2 months later my therapist closed her practice because the patient she accompanied to there GRS in Canada and her patient committed suicide. So shortly there after I felt abandoned and I gave up on my dream.until recently. And now something feels that I need to be me finally. And I hope to be on hormones again by july….