How Gender Dysphoria May Affect You

[angela_g]

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[Star]

For me gender dysphoria is and has been a series of episodes where I suddenly have a strong urge creep in from somewhere deep inside me awakening a yearning to be her. A yearning that I’ve been aware of since I was a very young child.
These episodes can occur 2 or 3 times a year and last for about a month interfering with my ordinary life until I realize I have to stop.
Gradually I came to the realization that it is simply part of who I am. She never goes away.

[Regina73]

I feel it everyday and want so bad to have sr
ihave the top and now need the bottom
ihate having male parts so bad

[Star]

I’ve had those feelings too Regina, but for me they gradually subside only to return . As time passes it became easier to deal with until I finally just accepted myself for who I am.
Hugs
Star

[Mpeters001]

The feeling never really goes away. It to the point I hate my penis for what it is. I wish I would never get an erection again. Then again I have to keep it to myself and wonder what it would be like to be a women totally. This feeling is not new. I figured out that there was a reason why I always wanted to hang around with the girls. Also I do not like men if I became a women I would not want a man. Enough rambling.

[Star]

Oh hi M,
You’re not rambling, I have those same feelings too. Watching straight or trans porn always has me wishing to be her,even when she’s got the convienent equipment many of us we wish we were rid of!
All in all it’s ok, when I can keep control of myself.

• This reply was modified 5 months, 3 weeks ago by Star. Reason: Grammar

[Mpeters001]

I am meeting my new primary next week. It just so happens she is also a gender affirming provider. I know this sounds dumb but if I have the nerve this may be a great opportunity for me. Can’t talk to my wife.

[Mpeters001]

Medication change. I have no more erections :). Down side is I can’t even orgasm.

[Star]

I hope they are prescribed.

[Mpeters001]

Yes they are

[Star]

Hi M,
How do you feel about the changes you are experiencing?

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