Home » Topics » How Gender Dysphoria May Affect You
How Gender Dysphoria May Affect You
-
This topic is now open for comments.
For me gender dysphoria is and has been a series of episodes where I suddenly have a strong urge creep in from somewhere deep inside me awakening a yearning to be her. A yearning that I’ve been aware of since I was a very young child.
These episodes can occur 2 or 3 times a year and last for about a month interfering with my ordinary life until I realize I have to stop.
Gradually I came to the realization that it is simply part of who I am. She never goes away.
I feel it everyday and want so bad to have sr
ihave the top and now need the bottom
ihate having male parts so bad
I’ve had those feelings too Regina, but for me they gradually subside only to return . As time passes it became easier to deal with until I finally just accepted myself for who I am.
Hugs
Star
The feeling never really goes away. It to the point I hate my penis for what it is. I wish I would never get an erection again. Then again I have to keep it to myself and wonder what it would be like to be a women totally. This feeling is not new. I figured out that there was a reason why I always wanted to hang around with the girls. Also I do not like men if I became a women I would not want a man. Enough rambling.
Oh hi M,
You’re not rambling, I have those same feelings too. Watching straight or trans porn always has me wishing to be her,even when she’s got the convienent equipment many of us we wish we were rid of!
All in all it’s ok, when I can keep control of myself.
I am meeting my new primary next week. It just so happens she is also a gender affirming provider. I know this sounds dumb but if I have the nerve this may be a great opportunity for me. Can’t talk to my wife.
Medication change. I have no more erections :). Down side is I can’t even orgasm.
I hope they are prescribed.
Hi M,
How do you feel about the changes you are experiencing?
….I have always been small and hated my body,now I just celebrate me and my wife says I eat her too long at times…if you don’t have the equipment you make up for it in other ways…she has squirting orgasm after squirting orgasm and now buys my thongs and panties after getting caught in hers,she said GET MY PANTIES OFF..you are stretching them and got me my own.LOL…compromise is a necessity sometimes but it is always better to be truthful and upfront…I am just a sissy meandering through life …thanks for having me…stay sweet and stay you peeps!!-
Hi Michelle I am happy you are feeling better!. Sounds like fun!
Hugs
It is a horrible experience I have known since 7 years old I was a girl
Hi Elizabeth,
Please tell me more. I’ve had these feelings going back to early child too.
- You must be logged in to reply to this topic.
.
