‘Splain something to me, please…
There’s so damn much I don’t understand about this whole transgender thing. You’d think after umpteen years, I’d have a pretty good idea about what’s going on inside my head. But, I’m continually coming across things that baffle me.
Like the entire forced feminization thing.
I had been operating on the theory that it was primarily a rationalization mechanism; The fantasy of being forced to dress up in women’s clothing circumvented the guilt associated with dressing up. “It’s not my fault!” the person in question could tell themselves.
But, take my case. Please. As previously mentioned, I’ve been doing this for umpteen years. (That’s a technical term.) I’ve come to terms with who I am, and I dress up of my own free will. There’s no guilt. I’m what you might call a liberated t-girl.
Yet, every now and then, the entire idea piques my interest. It may be a piece of erotic fiction, or an image that sets my imagination wild.
Let’s face it. If someone tried to blackmail me, or otherwise force or coerce me into a feminine state, I’d capitulate happily. When do we start? Yet, the idea of forced feminization is still … intriguing from time to time.
It’s obviously not about guilt. Is it about power, and the loss of control? I’m not a control freak, but I do like to be the captain of my own ship…
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