Hello Everyone,
Well my story is very unique as I live in a very intolerant society “Arabs” toward LGBT Community.
Personnaly, I always felt I was girl since my early shildhood. I even used to do “blowjobs” (really sorry for the word but I just want to express my real feelings, I hope you understand) for other kids thinking it was normal and always enjoyed it when I was little.
As I grew at the age of 12 / 13 up I noticed that all the girls in my entourage are starting to have boobs but not me “I was so frustrated I couldn’t find a mean to confort myself but to dress like a girl and put socks to look féminine with boobies.
I started masturbating as a girl at this period to confort myself off the frustration. So then I knew about hrt on the net. I started it but couldn’t go through with it because of fear of rejection so I stopped it after two months that started to show great results. I started again taking hormones 15 years after for 1 year until I stopped because I knew I would be hanged out in a public place if people discovers my change. So I stopped it for a year but kept doing boobs massages, shaving dressing as a girl at home and anal masturbation.
This year was very exciting because I keep hearing in my head that I should start htp again I’m a girl I’m a girl I can’t be hided all my life… So I went today to the drugstore and bought oestrogene and progesterone. Let’s see what’s gonna happen.
