Thank you Enseda, for your comments! That was a very pleasant bit.
I don’t know where my path will lead. I’m very happily married and have a lovely family.
And, I’m closeted. My fam is very conservative, and would have no part of accepting me if they knew this part of me. Obviously this makes for a difficult challenge to be able to let “ME” shine, while not rippling the waters too much, and having the fam come down on me.
I only get to dress once in a great while, and after
A long period of time , the desire just boils in me, to want to be myself and shine my light.
In the past couple years, my wife has really loosened up on accepting my clothing styles that I choose to wear, and that has been a huge help.
I would say, that when I wear clothes now, that I try to “blur the lines of gender” in my clothing choices. I mostly only wear women’s jeans, and I have purchased a couple of faux leather blazers that are really feminine , but they work both ways.
Also , women’s booties with a 2or 3 inch heel are fun to put with my outfits.
Anyway… ‘nuff bout that!! Lol
I don’t know where my path will lead. I just know that every day, I wish I were a female, and that feeling continues to get stronger. I’m so proud of the fact that I’ve embraced this part of myself, and I truly love my feminine self.
Serenity
