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I need some really really good advice. I am bisexual, leaning more towards men. I met this stunning black guy on TikTok in May 2023. I didn’t know he was a sex content creator until I reached out to find out what he was selling. Once we linked up, asked me what I was into. I told him and to my surprise, he had some gay content lots of trans content, and some cis female content. Fast forward, he wanted to talk to me, and we FaceTimed. I was thrilled!!! this gorgeous man was interested in talking to me. We talked for four to five hours. He asked me about everything, the vibe was awesome and we began talking and texting every day. He was always talking about trans women and how he liked them and do I like them. By this time, I fell in love with him. He flirted with me and called me “Baby” and “bby”. We texted all day and all night until we both went to sleep. This has been going on for three months until I wanted to meet him. All of a sudden, he wasn’t into masc men, his obsession is trans women. He is addicted to trans women, the men he had sex with were very feminine men. I’m not a feminine man. I was crushed. I felt hurt, used, and manipulated. Why did he do this? Why did he lead me on the way he did knowing his DEVOTION and SLAVERY to trans women? He has sex with women but he prefers chicks with dicks. They are his drug. I can’t compete with that. I’m still in love with this man, I need to let him go but I can’t. I don’t know what to do. He has made every excuse (I think) not to meet alone. He recently agreed for us to meet publicly. Should I go? I want to see him in person for the first time. We were vibling like two lovers. I knew he liked trans but I didn’t care, I was willing to let him have them as long as he spent time with me. He is on the DL even with the trans women but his content with them is sold privately through him and to his 1000+ clients. This man wooed me so intensely. He has affected my life and the devastating thing is I will NEVER have him and it HURTS like HELL. The pool for beautiful Black masc men like him is nonexistent for bisexual/gay Black men. They all want transgender women without surgery. I don’t know what to do. I still love him so. Sad in NJ. He even banned me from his new TikTok page, smh.

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