Hello all this is my first post!
I am a man in his mid40s, divorced with kids(all boys). Later in life i began to be attracted to transwomen, probably more than women honestly. I hate the hiding honestly. I missed out on 2 great relationships with transwomen because I wanted to hide them. I feel horrible about it but all u can do is move on. Seriously, I dont know how much longer I can hide this. I dont even care who knows anymore. Thank you for listening