Hello, I am living an impossible life in a cis role with no privacy (it seems that way anyhow)..
I know that no one can take the steps that i may need to take..
I dont know if i will ever find enough strength or oppertunity to make them..
But i am in extreme pain and i feel hopeless, afraid, alone, and rejected.
I really need a fried and a counselor.. But my finances are not my own and im suffocating. I dont have the words to explane my situation to anyone i have around (they are very few) and i dont have the strength to try at the moment. I am so lonely and i have experienced more disparenin the last week than anyone should have to endure.. Is there any help for someone like me who is locked so depply away in a box that is sinking into a vast ocean of extreme dispare?