I don’t feel like I fit anyone’s normal definition.
Maybe I “just” have a fetish.
But I am a male who really enjoys the thought of occupying a female body. I am very excited by roleplaying a woman in sexual situations, being feminine, imagining having female body parts, being penetrated by a man, etc. In these fantasies I am engaging in heterosexual experiences as a woman.
But as a male I am not interested in gay sex at all. As a male, I am interested in sex with women only.
It is as if I am fixed very much on heteronormative sexuality — yet I am comfortable being (or imaging) myself on either end of the spectrum.
What the heck am I?