Reply To: Trans Impact on Socialization

[Polly]

For me personally, I discovered the difference between myself and other boys at a very young age, maybe at the age of five or six. I don’t like any of the toys that other boys like, and I don’t like playing with them. I prefer girls’ toys and I prefer to play with girls. My parents tried to correct my interest, but all failed. When I was young, people didn’t know what transgender was, so I just thought I might be a little more feminine.

As I grew older, there was a desire that became stronger. I began not to be satisfied with girls’ toys, I began to want to wear girls’ clothes and use their decorations. I want to be a girl. Whenever I see girls walking together in the street, happily shopping hand in hand and laughing, I am particularly envious.

How can I describe this feeling? It’s like there are 10 million bugs eating your heart, and you want to catch them, but you can’t, and you’re stuck in a state of anxiety and helplessness.
Now that I’m a real transgender woman, I still can’t breathe when I think about the previous scene. I’m sure we’ll all get better in the future.

Now I also talk about boyfriend, in the company of boyfriend, I gradually feel that they are a real girl. I can flirt with him or I don’t have to do anything. All of us will be healed.
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